I went to the minute's silence and stood a respectful distance apart from the Police.
Partly because I didn't want to be photographed and have it used for some kind of
PR thing, and more importantly because I haven't served as a Policeman and therefore haven't won the right to stand with them.
I seldom show up to anything official, mainly because I mostly distrust and despise ceremony, tradition, showmanship and all forms of
PR.
This, I thought was an exception. A sacrifice worth acknowledgement..
Late last year I got into conversation with an ex soldier who'd been to Afghanistan, and was present at the Battle of Baghak.
He talked about the stress of combat, and likened the period on duty to wearing a shock collar used to train dogs.
There was the continual stress of waiting for the shock of a bullet or explosion, much the same as a dog knows to expect a jolt when wearing the collar.
I imagine that it's a similar story for police at times.
I wish these things for the NZ Police and their support and admin staff:
That they were competently led and managed
That they were properly resourced
That they were administering competently drafted workable laws
That they were completely and utterly depoliticised
That they were properly held accountable
That they were properly trained
That they were able to wear a pistol at all times, with the public safe in the knowledge that their training was frequent and beyond reproach.
I wonder if the guy who lost his life might still be with us, if that were the case.
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